Once again another day of total crap has passed us. Well, for me at least. Looking forward to a surprising new day filled with excitement and happiness. Guess that'll never happen huh.. pathetic shit.

So, let's see what we can do BESIDES oversleeping and spending too much time in front of the computer.

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GGGAAAHHH!!! I have NO LIFE WHATSOEVER!!!

Let's google for some ideas shall we?

*jeng jeng jeng*

#1 of the search results: click here

For example...

• Swim with a dolphin. (a doll dolphin can o not? at stampark swimming pool?!)
• Have your portrait painted. (I did tried by painting the image of the mirror..)
• Spend a whole day eating junk food without feeling guilty. (DONE)
• Learn to juggle with three balls. (ahaha did that during NS)
  

etc etc...

OKlah, I do have a life. Now working part-time in a store earning hard cold cash to support a family of four (hmm maybe I exaggerate a bit) and I'm taking my driving test soon (which im going to blog a lil bout it).

Everyone else is schooling already, I wanna go to school ><

Dear Blog,

I'm really sorry that I've neglected you for so long. Not only did I leave without a word, I'll come clean and tell you that I've gone back to my old habit of lurking on other blogs as well.

I realise that we should never have been unrealistic in our relationship. I should've made it clear upfront that I'm a somewhat random character that doesn't like being tied down. I'd like to start over with you again, though I think we'll have to face it that I need some space from time to time. I really hope you understand.

Love,
thatfreak

Currently watching: Kill Bill Vol. 1

I can't say anything else except that my life is a mess.

Little things aren't little things any more. They are bigger, much bigger. And they affect me more and more. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. Not that I ever did anyway, but more than ever, I feel like I don't know myself.

Things are complicated.

I'm waking up nowadays with only the feeling to purge.

I'm tired. And emotional. And sorry.

I want to go to sleep for a very long uninterrupted time.

And wake up still not wanting to be here.

FUCK YOU.

Sigh... I'm "blue", how ironic. 

Q: What do you do at a STOP sign?

A: Slow down, check for cars, and move off.

FAIL.

A: Slow down, signal, stop, PULL THE HANDBRAKE, check for cars, RELEASE, move off.

PASS.

Surprise! Welcome to May-lah-see-ah!

Driving is cool. Driving in Pending is cooler. Met with a traffic jam, changed all 5 gears, inhaled deadly pending smoke. My 'learning' car is a battered white Kancil with no aircon, and my right arm is more tan than my left because the noon sun shines through the driver's side window.

KNNCBB. (Seriously I need someone to tell me what KNN is, i know CCB=pussy, but KNN?)

My test is on tomorrow, 30th. Nothing significant about the date, but thank GOD it's tuesday. Monday's blue you know. Wish me luck eh.

I PASSED!

like finally.