Entries for November, 2006
life is flat lined right now. just going through the daily motions. no real direction, no real goal, no real passion. at my age, i should have already gotten some sense of direction in life, but no, i still feel like spoon-fed kid, living day to day, waiting to get out to the real world. only i'm already in the fucking real world.
i need some motivation. need something to inspire me. need a change of scenery. need to find a passion. fuck if i know what i need.
god damn it. i'm fucking dying inside.
and i hate holidays. i miss my friends.
sometimes i feel like an asshole... and you're all pieces of shits!
-wilson, 23/11/2006
Hope everyone out there in fantasy land have a great time! It has been a great month. Mamak sessions. Dancing and singing under the moonlight.
So...I sure have been neglecting this poor little blog recently.
You know, a few days ago I swore that my next post would be something lighthearted and funny, but, alas, I have some things on my chest that are applying a little too much pressure on my life right now.
The future, for anyone, is a very uncertain thing. It is so abstract-so non-real. Just like life, i guess. We all yearn for something, and maybe some of us get it while the rest of us aren't as fortunate. But as time moves on, we get to a point in our lives where maybe what we have isn't have isn't what we want. what we want we cannot obtain.
Still, all in all I'm doing well. Life is good. Don't think I'm clinically depressed or something because I worry about my future. I'm still living in the present and making the most of it. =D
The glass is half full. But the water is plain.
- Marlin the Skunk- got wits?
- Gaynerd- pervertism101
- June- just another tragedy
- AerynSun- aois
