I wanted to be a writer once. now i cant even start my updates on my blog without starting over at least 6 times. my english teacher in my tuition class said that i have a way with words. i think i have lost that way with words. im having a long term writer's block.

My life is a nightmare. School has been insane. Everyone is pushed to the limit and tension is running so high we’re all closer to snapping than any of us are willing to admit.

Finished a presentation (now that that freaking assesment is over I can breathe easy and get back into my routine). Another one next week. Finals in 2 (or 3) weeks. =X

That stress has been very detrimental to my sleep, which makes dragging my sorry ass out of bed each morning that much more difficult. To keep on schedule I slashed all “optional” prep items from my morning routine at home. That meant brushing my teeth on the way to school, filling my stomach with some breads on my way to class. =.= Okay. Not true. Hahaha. I'm a Drama King (Queen) according to Syed.

Get music codes at Bolt.

Such Great Heights by The Postal Service. 

This is how i can only explain how i feel and what im going thru. this band has saved me a thousand times. Same goes to DCFC (Death Cab for Cutie FYI). Most of their songs I sing along to with my eyes closed because they are so close to me and mean so much to me. I mean...no matter how many times I listen to them, my arms get covered in goosebumps and it's like I'm hearing them again for the first time...

Currently feeling: ???

These days, its quite anoying to blog with such crappy connections. Yes, thank you TM Nuts.

Compelled to start writing again after a hiatus of exactly a month? Two months? Bleh. You go and do the counting.

But I know everyone cares about my life so much, so here's some randoms stuff that has been up the last few days.

Oh guess what? I am already in university.

Tertiary education. Brand new, much-awaited phase in life (hardly something I anticipate noting me so lazy hahaha). Fresh start.

Anyway, story is that the past month I've been getting myself busy with a lot of assignments and school works (Oklar i lied, the workload is still tolerable). And I'm still sane afterall we have weekly physics quiz that will contribute 1% each question in my finals (WTF). 

Actually I don't have much to say. My school is so mundane that I really do think I'm growing dumber by the day (expecially if you have to attend some reading for academic purpose class lectured by a boring old fart).

Isn't it absolutely annoying when people are rude?

And worse is, how they are rude almost all the freaking time and think that the friggin' world revolves around them and their little, boxed, mindset?

How they expect you to wait on them hands and feet and put up with every little bit of their idio(t)syncracies and not mind because hey, they are memang like that anyway, they don't give a *whatever* about it?

Completely irritating, that's what it is.

No offence meant, but grow up, girl.

It's crazy how sometimes the internet can be such an amazing place at times. At one point in my life it was my refuge. It was the place where I could run and hide and pretend to be as cool as I thought I should be.

Currently feeling: sleepy

Read this. Then this.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

My spider senses tell me there will be a bitch fight going on the blogsphere later.

It's like the movie Mean Girls comes to live!

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*off to grab some pop corns*

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Oh!  I got reviewed at bolehland.org! In a way bolehland.org is yet another unoriginal stink. It's something like italk2much.com. But we're malaysian, what do you expect? Malaysia boleh! You can still read the review from italk2much.com here.

Anyway, thanks merv for taking your sweet time reviewing the humble blog. Oh such a lengthy review! I'm sure I don't have that much time. And thanks for the hits too. Too bad I don't keep any counter.

Yes, I'm back from the jungle. Photos and stories here. Or check out aaron's blog. It was a blast. And I can't wait to go back next year.

I haven’t been writing a log for a long time, and I haven’t been doing "academic" activities for more than 7 months now. And this could contribute to my poorly written blog. Heck, when was my blog not poorly written???

Oh and I couldn't stand it already. The heat is just killin me. Please buy me an air ticket to any place on earth that is having winter before I start my uni in one week.